Chapter 3 - Even though I mustn't cry
== Elementary school ==
== After school ==
Kaoru : Chii-chan, let's go home toge...
Classmate A : I saw the drama yesterday! Chisato-chan, you lie to people, right.
Chisato : But, that's what written on the script, so there's nothing that I can do about it.
Classmate B : You can just decline it, if you don't want to do it, right.
Kaoru : ...!
Chisato : ...Ah, Kao-chan.
Chisato : Why did you just stand over there?
Classmate A : Ah! I have a cram school today! Then, see you tomorrow~! Byebye!
Classmate B : Byebye!
Kaoru : ...
Chisato : ... Let's go home.
Kaoru : ...I saw the drama too!
Chisato : Really. What do you think?
Kaoru : Ummm... The scene where you lie to people... if you look closely, then you can tell, the reason you do that is because you treasure your friends. It's not because you're a bad person.
Kaoru : Our classmate says that you're a bad person because you do that, but I didn't think like that at all!
Kaoru : Above all, I know that Chii-chan is not like that. You're really kind.
Chisato : You're kinder than me Kao-chan. Thank you for telling me that.
Kaoru : But, I... unable to say that in front of the other. I'm sorry...
Chisato : It's only because everyone doesn't understand that it's just an act. I don't really mind.
Kaoru : You're really strong Chii-chan. Different from me.
Kaoru : If someone says those kinds of things to me, I'll be really startled, and scared... and I won't be able to say anything.
Chisato : ...
Kaoru : I want to become strong like Chii-chan too.
Chisato : ... I, am not that strong.
Kaoru : Chii-chan?
Chisato : Every week, I always scared when the drama is being broadcasted. I always thinking about 'What will they say to me this time'.
Chisato : Everyone avoids me because they scared of me, they misunderstood me. Of course, I'm not fine with that.
Chisato : I want to become friend with everyone too, I want to play with them! I don't want everyone to be scared of me!
Kaoru : Chii-chan...
Chisato : sobs...sobs...
Chisato : People told me that I mustn't cry. I must become more responsible about my job, if I cry then I'll only show my weakness.
Chisato : But, If I keep enduring it, then one day, what if I can't feel sadness anymore. What should I do if that happens? I'm scared...!
Kaoru : Chii-chan...! It's okay! I know the real Chii-chan after all!
Kaoru : It's fine, it will be fine...!
Chisato : ...sobs.
Kaoru : Ummm, That's why...
Kaoru : It's going to be okay...
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